The last time I saw you here Was the longest day of the year Hot summer day, you left the room Flown away, gone too soon Still can't believe it Still hard to think That this was all really happening If only If only I The heartbreak and the desperation got me asking why These things I know are out of my hands These things I don't understand Losing you is so hard to take Sometimes I'm numb Sometimes I ache I keep playing you over in my head And how I wish I could see you again Cause there's this hole that only you can fill I miss you and I always will Cause now my world is forever changed And life will never ever, ever, ever be the same These things I know are out of my hands These things I don't understand These things I know are out of my hands These things that I don't understand I don't understand Letting go is hard It's gonna take some time for me to heal, to move on I'll be up and down and strong and weak and I'll need someone to lean on I'm gonna need faith Gonna need hope Gonna need love to carry me To carry me, carry me on These things I have to leave in God's hands These things that I don't understand These things I've got to leave in God's hands These things that I don't understand I don't understand I don't understand I don't understand