I close all the curtains, feeling like a burden Lying under gray skies, just until they pass by Wonder what it'd be like, just to feel alive Battle in my own mind, pray I'll make it this time But I fall in my own premonition Tracing scars became my addiction Can't reach out 'cause nobody listens Keep you at a distance I miss the dreams of a young mind Head in the clouds for the first time Replaying memories to get by The dream fades and I'm stuck in real lifе Innocence that I'll nevеr get back A box full of good days from my past Replaying memories to get by And I'm stuck in real life And I'm stuck in real life Skating on the sunsets, off into the deep end Look for the horizon, but I can never find it I wonder how it happened, all my walls came crashing, oh Life became so tragic, worse than I imagined But I fall in my own premonition Tracing scars became my addiction Can't reach out 'cause nobody listens Keep you at a distance I miss the dreams of a young mind Head in the clouds for the first time Replaying memories to get by The dream fades and I'm stuck in real life Innocence that I'll never get back A box full of good days from my past Replaying memories to get by And I'm stuck in real life And I'm stuck in real life (Replaying memories to get by) (Replaying memories to get by)