And when i see you i see everything And when you're gone it feels like i'm constantly choking On cards and letters and pictures When i see you And when i feel you i feel like a picture of something ethereal This is something that is so sure I'm not sure why i'm crying anymore When i see you And i pray i'll be pretty the next time you see me That a trip away won't change half a decade of something So sure that i'm not sure but there's one thing that i know You are the white noise that puts me to sleep The sweater i wear to hold in the heat The sun in my eyes that's blinding me On the cards and letters and pictures When i see you