And you know I got something to tell you I may be gone for a while I'm not sure when I'll be back Or even if I want to ♪ I don't know where I went wrong here I'm not sure all the time but I've been feeling like I'm not breathing and I Just want to stay alive ♪ It kills me I couldn't say it on your birthday to you For the first time in years I feel like it's my fault It's something I'll get used to ♪ I don't know where I went wrong here ♪ I'm not sure all the time but I've been feeling like I'm not breathing and I Just wanna stay alive ♪ You have no idea what you do to me I've needed help a few times I wouldn't mind but nothing's working I feel I've lost the right to have something better in my life I'm different sometimes I'm not happy all the time