When you're alone, do you think of me? My diamond rings thrown out to sea And when you love, do you love for me? Like harmony, a never ending dream Oh well, oh well I still hope for the best Say goodbye and send me off with a kiss farewell And I promise I'll be just as strong as I can be Maybe you could get some sleep tonight Where are you? And I'm so sorry I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always this sick, strange darkness Comes creeping on, so haunting every time And as I stared, I counted the webs from all the spiders Catching things and eating their inside Like indecision to call you and hear your voice of treason Will you come home and stop this pain tonight? We're going down, down in an earlier round And sugar, we're going down swinging I'll be your number one with a bullet A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it We're going down, down in an earlier round And sugar, we're going down swinging I'll be your number one with a bullet A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it There's a place off Ocean Avenue Where I used to sit and talk with you We were both 16 and it felt so right Sleeping all day, staying up all night Staying up all night You were everything I wanted But I just can't finish what I started There's no room left here on my back It was damaged long ago Though you swear that you are true I'd still pick my friends over you I remember the look in your eyes When I told you that this was goodbye You were begging me not tonight Not here, not now We're looking up at the same night sky I keep pretending the sun will not rise We will be together for one more night Somewhere, somehow I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay You wear me out It's not the first time, but this one really carved it in Tell your new friends that they don't know you like I do It's over, I wanna see you again I wanna feel it again, oh You were everything I wanted If I could find you now, things would get better We're going down, down in an earlier round I'm not okay You were everything I wanted If I could find you now, things would get better We're going down, down in an earlier round I'm not okay