I spent my whole life trying to be perfect Role model to my brother Pride and joy of my mother I felt entitled to success 'cause I deserved it Worked harder than anyone else That's what I kept telling myself I put so much pressure on Thought by now I'd be a diamond Look at all that wasted potential Did you really think you were special Like damn, I really don't wanna die trying I-I-I-I I've had enough I-I-I-I I'm good enough Just wanted you all to relate to me I just can't help but feel I Always on to the next Run-running I don't know if I can do this I'm terrified Maybe I, maybe I Talking to myself Loosen up a little bit It's never been that serious Try to have some fun with it Don't be such a Perfectionist