I don't believe what a fool I've been
Crashing into your lives again and again
One day I'll repair broken thoughts in my head
I pinch my skin there's no feeling
Choking under an ocean of rain
Am I going insane? Does it matter?
Chasing off to what never been real
Tell me why do I feel I'm together
'Cause I'm not falling in love
I'm falling apart
And I'm getting confused
Cause I'm loosing my heart
I'm so bloody messed up
I don't know where to start sick of hurting
I tried so hard, I'm not falling in love
Don't go hiding behind the same old disguise
Caught up in that place that holds you frozen inside
I burned the sky so you could find your way
You leave me here in the dark bleeding
Drowning under a desert of rain
And I going insane?
Does it matter?
Im craving something much warmer than steel
Tell me why do I feel I'm together
I'm not falling in love
I'm falling apart
And I'm getting confused
Cause I'm loosing my heart
I'm so bloody messed up
I don't know where to start sick of hurting
I'm trying I'm trying I'm not falling in love
Looking over an ocean of pain
If I took all the blame would it matter?
Cause I'm not falling in love
I'm falling apart
And I'm getting confused
Cause I'm loosing my heart
I'm so bloody messed up
I don't know where to start, sick of hurting
I'm trying so hard
I'm falling apart
I'm falling apart