I really thought I'd be somewhere
I really thought I'd be someone by now but I don't know
How everybody else just knows
While I stand by as time flies and I move so slow
I keep waiting for that moment to come
Where I wake up
But this hangs over my head
And I'm just scared
That this is all it is
That this is all I get
The clock is ticking loud
And I'm afraid it's running out
And I don't know how
To live my life the
Way I want the
Way I saw myself before I fell
So lost
I never used to stay so low
Always so sure that everything would just work out
But lately I don't feel the same
Yeah I don't know what changed but now the rain is pouring down
I keep waiting for that moment to come
Where the clouds clear up
But they hang over my head
And I'm just scared
That this is all it is
That this is all I get
The clock is ticking loud
And I'm afraid it's running out
And I don't know how
To live my life the
Way I want the
Way I saw myself before I fell
So lost
I thought I'd find the one by now
But I'm stuck trying to stand out in the crowd
I thought I'd have more friends by now
But they don't seem to want to stick around
I thought I'd be so sure about
Anything or something in my life
But I don't know
No I don't know
If this is all it is
If this is all I get
And if the clock is ticking loud
And time is running out
I want to say
I lived my life the
Way I want the
Way I saw myself before I fell
So lost