Just leave me alone I don't know how to explain It's just better if you go away Some days I just slip into this empty space Where I can't make sense of anything No please don't think it's anything you've said This is between me and myself I've always had this mess in my mind For as long as I Can remember All those nights where I'd lie Staring at the ceiling Wondering what it's even all about Rain is coming down now Hear it on the outside of this house If I can't trust my own mind Drown out feelings unkind Can I survive? So easy to get caught in wandering thoughts Close my eyes tight I'm paralyzed Why is it me who makes myself feel lost? It's like I like to feel this way inside I've always caused this mess in my mind For the longest time I'm never satisfied Unless I'm Staring at the ceiling Wondering what it's even all about Rain is coming down now Hear it on the outside of this house If I can't trust my own mind Drown out feelings unkind Can I survive? Oh Oh Woah Oh Heart is sinking fast I Cry 'cause I convince myself I'm all alone Push when you pull 'cause I Tell myself I'm just fine On my own Staring at the ceiling Wondering what it's even all about Rain is coming down now Hear it on the inside of this house If I can't trust my own mind Screaming feelings unkind Who am I?