The boy grew up, never saw how women should be treated Every time she's either televised or beaten How could he discern her as a woman with her own worth When she's first referred to his belonging and never heard? I'm 16 on 22, and it's no excuse I know it Neither is turning it to a poem I'm just trying to show, I've got a long way to go Picking pieces up from inside a broken home I'm not a product of my environment But why do we treat women as products in a man's environment? Why is she a means to an end So we can see our best It's like we've got to put the test with the osterone I guess I've got a beautiful mum Deserves every grain of hard work Birthed, worked to the bone, only so we went first Wish I could say the same That as a kid I praised her more than the girl on a screen What I thought would give manhood to me I'm the last man standing in my name's family tree But I swear rotten fruit won't ever grow from these leaves But that fruit that will be sweet Rich in love, joy and peace Patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, self-control I've got a long way to go I'm not already thinking about a home and a picket fence But I pick at insecurities I guess I let the rest grow from the bs Don't let it manifest Before its the man I am Cause if anyone could do it, it'd be you Showed the world a soul that's bulletproof So either I win or lose inside the coolest winter's cool The only thing I want to be is beside you