Been living the same damn day for centuries All bent and out of shape Just some alt bitch who's always empty I don't know how it got this way I'm just a poser Getting hotter and older Damn, I wish I was sober Maybe then I'd like myself It's alarming when i'm crawling to the graveyard with a kink in my neck And i'm crying on the blacktop and i'm sunburned and I hate myself again I'm sick of trying to fit in, fuck all this spiritual bullshit Sorry for existing, i'm exhausted and I hate myself again I don't really care anymore Everyday im tired and bored Everything i feel, i ignore There's nothing in my heart Im dying for the art I wanna go back to '99 Where my broken future was at it's prime Where the bar was low and the vibe was high And now i'm screaming in the night life I'm just a poser Getting hotter and older Damn, I wish I was sober Maybe then I'd like myself It's alarming when i'm crawling to the graveyard with a kink in my neck And i'm crying on the blacktop and i'm sunburned and I hate myself again I'm sick of trying to fit in, fuck all this spiritual bullshit Sorry for existing, i'm exhausted and I hate myself again And I hate myself, and I hate myself again And I hate myself, and I hate myself again I'm sick of trying to fit in Fuck all of your spiritual bullshit I'm sorry for existing I'm exhausted and I hate myself