Coming out of a 10 year spell All that self hatred was holding me down Couldn't find my place In a world so cold I was lost and found Till my soul rebirth And now I feel so exposed My heart on my sleeve Can't hide it no more I love so passionately And sometimes I can crash, ya see The highs and lows Be wrecking me I swear I feel everything I'm trying not to absorb Like "what's my pain And what's yours?" Baby one things for sure All these battles got me sore All these things I endure Got me breaking down On the kitchen floor Got that warrior in my blood Sometimes I just really need a hug Feel like I'm going through some Growing pains Every moment feel like initiation Swear that I'm going through some Growing pains Sometimes I can't explain it Feel like I'm going through some Growing pains Hella changes, different situations Swear that I'm going through some Growing pains Sometimes I can't explain it Aye aye This ain't what it's cracked up to be Breaking all these curses and shit Why I feel my back on the wall? Why I feel like I can't relate? It's getting claustrophobic in here My crown just hit the ceiling, I swear All I hear is "just let it go" This reality is too much to bear Family dropping like flies I know, all angels gotta fly I know ancestors gonna ride Help me find my purpose in this life Give me the strength To go cut through these lies Yeah I can survive But I wanna thrive Put me in flight To go touch the sky This caterpillar turning butterfly Feel like I'm going through some Growing pains Every moment feel like initiation Swear that I'm going through some Growing pains Sometimes I can't explain it Feel like I'm going through some Growing pains Hella changes, different situations Swear that I'm going through some Growing pains Sometimes I can't explain it Used to roll up And run from my feelings I'm the most anxious one in the building These emotions be fogging my vision Tried to drown myself with pills and spirits I was numb for a while, I was missing I'd be lying if I said I ain't miss it Cuz all this pain in the world I be feeling All this weight of the world I be feeling Feel like I'm going through some Growing pains Every moment feel like initiation Swear that I'm going through some Growing pains Sometimes I can't explain it Feel like I'm going through some Growing pains Hella changes, different situations Swear that I'm going through some Growing pains Sometimes I can't explain it