Drunken slurring words and blocking out all that you've heard.
The price to keep yourself sane is causing others lives pain.
Everything I keep with me reminds me of who I want to be.
Nothing I could say or do gets me to sympathize with you.
I am the one to start the shift.
Rip off the bandage and get it over with.
I miss what life I used to live...
Before its grip on you finally hit.
I just don't get what the fuck goes on in your head
To equate the abuse and misfortune that you spread.
Letting go of the things I used to know.
Nothing can change without time, but now it's eating into mine.
No longer can I take staying awake.
Being held to the choices irresponsibly made.
I cannot fucking comprehend
The way that your brain's been bent.
There has got to be a way for you to finally mend.
Existence masked, innocence passed.
None of your bullshit was built to last.
All of your lies to build up your disguise.
Watching someone I love die before my eyes.