Creepin, i could do this shit here every weekend Turning upside down again, that's what I get for dreaming Everytime I come around she ask why I'm leavin Screaming down the alleyway you know the chalk is streaming Pavement, I don't fuck with nothing but the payment Falling out the window slow motion, what a shame man I don't wanna fake this, Everytime I think I wanna stay I Run away Are you listening? Despite these walls we seek I can feel it. And I cannot be saved If I just walk away. If I just hide and act like nothing solves your bullshit Nothing will change and this is not perfect I was on my way it was a sinking ship I was out of my league I was out of my league Everytime I call it's the same old shit, you don't gotta be free, I don't wanna be free Every night I walk down the street alone Every time I die, Everytime I put my hands up, and say give me everything that you fucking got You sound like White noise You sound like a new way outYou sound like everything I wanna say when I can't move my mouth I'm dialed into this shit What's your timing anyway i got a favor to ask Yea OK, maybe I'll get over it It'll pass I wanna tell you I'm sorry, for the way I was moving I used you, Used you I'm coming back now the hardest, hardest There's a way i abuse and a way I'm abused by you (Are you listening? Despite these walls we seek. Can you feel it? I cannot be saved) This isn't how I pictured it. Like, is anybody listening? It's so selfish to think that my own paranoia is worth throwing fits about I'm stalling out, fallin on top of my own words I was cutting out a little, stuttering through a long winded phone call I choked, well, touch me don't speak, 'cause your words get so violent, it's all i can think about Why bother with it, when I'll forget the way I felt? We ask for praise, we lie and say 'we do this for ourselves' When it's confirmation. When I'm grasping for my phone And I'm screaming back like, 'Desperation don't find your way home' I think I'm ready to do this again, and I can't be sorry I'm coming back with a grip and my friends, and I won't feel sorry This is the best that I think I can be, and I know I'm sorry Try to stop me I'll pull up again, and I won't feel sorry