What's this life for, faking smiles and more Holding lies for those, acting minds All my life was gone, breathing signs of growth My bleeding heart won't fall, it simply dies I hope, these nights won't change me Alone, I fight what hurts in me Can't stop, my soul is killing me I'm so close, to my lost faith Watch the blind controls, feeling tired from all A call to survive and crawl, from my deepest ride A breath from up above, can't describe that feeling no Released from what's bothering me within the moment of pleasure Is this what I'm fighting for, white cold voices calls for me Am I alive, is this real, can't feel my self anymore