I just want to make it, make it in the world today.
It takes everything I've got.
And I don't got nothing else to give
Remember when I shut down
Shut everybody out
Constructed the concrete around me
They can't get in and I can't get out
Nobody could touch me to hurt me
But I would lash out
Trapped trapped trapped with my fears
And the darkness of doubt
I doubt that you knew that I could feel so helpless
I couldn't stop it I was seven I was helpless
And we never talk about it that's wreckless
What a mess that it never got dealt with
But I dealt with the blame
Left you the hurt and the shame
I was supposed to protect you I failed
And nothing in our life was ever the same
Ever the same
If I could right all of my wrongs
Take it back to 318 cuz that's home
Going thru boxes of dad's stuff alone
I was so weak I was acting so strong
Acting so hard why it take me this long
Why was I forced to face this in this song
So many heart aches and heartbreaks my heart takes no prisoners
I don't want to stay buried alive
Took out the 9 Counted to 10
Wanted to end the state I was in the skin that I'm in I never fit in
No matter how perfect I speak
I'm always perceived as a beast
When its dark and I'm walking the street
The trigger I couldn't release
Thought of my nephew and niece so I put down the piece
Peace
Caught in the fire, caught in the rain
I can't get out
I need somebody to stop the pain
Break these walls down
Breathe in
Breathe Out
Break break down these walls
Breathe in
Breathe Out
Back up but don't you back down
Gotta tear the walls down
I've gone too far to go back now
I can't go back the beds I've made I lay me down to sleep
And pray to God my soul to keep
And pray I walk the way that leads inside of Heaven's Gates
Its time to stop the pain its time to start again
Its time to forgive and forget
Time to get out of the depths of the blame
Its time to let go of the shame
Time to be free be me
Who cares if they ain't on my team
When I leave and blow out the last breath I breathe
I pray its my daddy I see! Wooo
Caught in the fire, caught in the rain
I can't get out
Trying to get out
I need somebody to stop the pain
I'm ready
Break these walls down
Break Break down these walls
Break these walls down
Break, Break Down these Walls
Break these walls down
Break Break Down these Walls
Break these walls down
Break, Break Down these Walls
Break Down these walls
Break these walls down
Break Break down these walls