I Remember
Waking to the echo chamber
White piercing noise, internal
A deafening silence
Caused by an inner crisis
My heartbeats feels ever so lifeless
Stages of grief
Surges skin
My Spirit now becomes thin
(These) Tunnel visions Where I cannot leave
My body betrays me
I'm begging for release
Just let me be
Pulse pounding
Melting surface
The mind cries
As I try to convalesce
To My Equanimity
Seizes my reality
Return me to who I was
A battle yet not lost
To My Equanimity
Seizes my reality
Shadows tighten at my chest
Of what remains it now infests
Once asleep, I cannot breathe
(Beneath) Bleeding me so deep complete
Their tower of babel metamorphoses this dichotomy
It seems we are more human than ever
When we are most vulnerable
Blood pumping unprocessed
(It) Murders within when I'm at my best
To My Equanimity
Seizes my reality
Return me to who I was
A battle yet not lost
To My Equanimity
Seizes my reality
Shadows tighten at my chest
Of what remains it now infests
May we dream away
To dwell in realm of this better day
One step closer to serenity
But its growing into my own entity
I am part of you
The one that followed through
You cannot break me
You cannot shake me
I am part of you
Return me to who I was
Ignorance is bliss
And knowledge Is might
As is agony, reflecting detecting
Into Equanimity
A choke hold on my thoughts
Incubation left to rot
Peel my skin, Anxiety derails
New blood flows into once dead dried veins
Claws at my soul now I break these burning chains
Now spread my wings free of what was my weak remains