I've been counting sheep Trying to fall asleep Without you by my side No matter how hard I try I always seem to lie awake Feeling nothing Wasting my time You say you love me But you don't know who I used to be And I feel like you should know I'm starting to feel tired all the time How do I escape my mind? I feel my bones compress I'm ready to let go Of this weight in my chest I'm tired of being a mess I'm not, I'm not I'm just a little off track I'm paranoid I'm a hypochondriac ♪ Doing my best to avoid my feelings Seeing eyes watch me in the ceiling I know it's not what it seems But I still feel lonely in my dreams ♪ Why am I drifting away? Why do I feel like this when I know I shouldn't? I know I shouldn't I know I shouldn't, I know I feel my bones compress I'm ready to let go Of this weight on my chest I'm tired of being a mess I'm not, I'm not I'm just a little off track I'm paranoid I'm a hypochondriac