You'll find me running from all of my troubles Credit card bills and nights on the doubles Cigarette smoking White line inhaling Anything to keep the cool train sailing And when they find me a vigil and candle You'll say there's nothing that I couldn't handle I've been through so much, who knows how much more? There you might find me cold on the floor I've been feeling young, feeling old, feeling broken, feeling cold Feeling numb, feeling pain But it's all the fucking same And in the background, a creeping doom A reminder that my time is over soon And so I run away from this chasm Betrayed like Eve in a world of Adam It's not fair It's not fair It's not fair It's not fair It's not fair It's not fair It's not fair It's not fair It's not fair It's not fair It's not fair It's not fair It's not fair Will it ever get any easier? I go my own way Trying to find peace of mind Will it ever get any easier? In reality, I've left pieces of me behind I'm falling into this chasm I'm falling into this chasm I'm falling into this chasm I'm falling into this chasm Will it ever get any easier? I go my own way Trying to find peace of mind Will it ever get any easier? In reality, I've left pieces of me behind I'm falling into this chasm I'm falling into this chasm I'm falling into this chasm I'm falling into this chasm I'm falling into this chasm I'm falling into this chasm I'm falling into this chasm I'm falling into this chasm