I've paid my rent, I won't be back next year I was getting close, but really nowhere near But I feel ok when I'm beyond repair My depression's high but I am not aware I feel good Meet me now while I am free from cares Shakin' off all the temporary fears But I can hear it's blaring silence in my ears When I'm wasting time regretting many years But I feel alright Now that red sunlight is rising up the stairs And I've been caught completely unaware Cuz I feel alright I've gained illusive ground Only on a roll before I go back down But I'm looking good