I can't remember the last time I cared enough to get hurt I've gone through the motions, given tries But everyone always falls short 'Cause I've got these cravings I can't kick I need a love that's toxic I know it's no good for me But I'm fiending for a fix I just need to feel something Oh, I'm just a junkie for the pain Maybe I'm a masochist, oh Love ain't no fun if it ain't up in flames I break my heart just for the thrill of it Oh, I said break my heart for the thrill of it Oh, I'm a masochist ♪ It starts off so fun, I just wanna fuck around But they fall in love, and I spit them out But that's not my intentions, I don't wanna cause hurt That's why I'm begging for someone to do it to me first Oh, I'm just a junkie for the pain Maybe I'm a masochist, oh Love ain't no fun if it ain't up in flames I break my heart just for the thrill of it Oh, I said break my heart for the thrill of it Oh, I'm a masochist I can't do this anymore The high ain't worth the strain But it's what I think I deserve I'd give anything to change Oh, I'm just a junkie for the pain Maybe I'm a masochist Love ain't no fun if it ain't up in flames I break my heart just for the thrill of it Oh, I'm just a junkie for the pain Maybe I'm a masochist, oh Love ain't no fun if it ain't up in flames Break my heart, break my heart Break my heart for the thrill of it Oh, I'm a masochist