Don't look to the crystal ball I know the day when I day No returning to the past Oh god! Am I sinful man Here I am, my mind is like a cell Where the things never escape I can do anything Anything what I want I don't believe in him... I'm alive I don't understand at all I am at the point of death I can't breath anymore There's nothing to be done Now I know this is a bad dream I don't believe what I see Inside the waiting room They raffle my soul Elevator to paradise Heaven is darker than I thought