I felt wanderlust Ever since back in in dun-ta-duns Ever since I was young I felt uncomfortable Not one of us Emotional Don't match your horoscope But your sun is rising I lift eyelids back two birds ago Had the club jump jumping Vertical Buss a hunnid round in intervals I can't smoke too much cuz I get way too high feel vertigo Under the table everywhere How's that for a lower register Say I must be clean can't rap nor sing bout shit that's delicate What if I don't fear death What if I don't feel pain What if Know what's next Well the drug still rot in my brain I'm so fucking sick of myself It's the View of myself I hate I was just tryna get rid of my self Mama told Me i wasn't no saint See what I'm saying It's a disaster You knew I was disastrous Remember what I lost before That's shit that you could never know It's a disaster You knew I was disastrous Remember what I lost before That's shit that you could never know Wyd feel different Depends who its coming from Low key high key Make em young bucks trip Cuz they bitch stay thunderstruck Mos def Kweli In the background playing while I write these number ones Why YYZ Cuz I'm flying that first class bitch back to where she from Ima misfit Bitch I'm a misfit Stack up my money and hunny til day when they call me a king pin I am no king bitch I just rap and I sing shit Feel like a cat in the bag I ain't rocking no hat but these rats on my hit list It's a disaster You knew I was disastrous Remember what I lost before That's some shit that you could never know It's a disaster You knew I was disastrous Remember what I lost before That's some shit that you could never know