Im getting thoughtsI cant control Im losing weight Im losing it all I change no more of underwear And those clean sheets They make me fear They make me fear Dont fake your sorrow Dont fake your tears You never knew me In all those years You never thought For me ahead Dont cry for me When I lie dead When I lie dead Im falling apart apart Im falling apart apart You played the judges But judged me wrong I felt your weakness Oh so strong You never listened To what I said So close and yet So far away So far away So far away So far away Im falling apart apart Were all falling apart apart Were falling apart Were falling apart So close and yet so far away Im falling apart So close and yet so far away Im falling apart