I don't know why I can't just spit it all out It kills me to want to be more than a face in the crowd I've always been bright But I've got this crossed wire in my brain I don't know why I feel safe when I'm alone I wanna spend all night making friends But I drag myself home 'Cause I'm not who I wanna be And small talk turns me inside out All I know is I can't say what's on my mind All I've got is this guitar And whatever melodies I can find I don't know why God never took this away I spent a lifetime trying to fix it, to make it OK But the flash cards and therapy Didn't help me like they thought they would I don't know why I can't let go of this band I'm tired of the grind and the fast food And life in the van But I've been the kid Who's just dying to find a reflection All I know is I can't say what's on my mind All I've got is this guitar And whatever melodies I can find Fill the page with all these feelings in my heart It gets me through the crowded rooms And you wonder why I can't survive without this I don't know why normal can make you feel numb It's almost like accepting yourself Is what makes you enough All I know is I can't say what's on my mind All I've got is this guitar And whatever melodies I can find Fill the page with all these feelings in my heart It gets me through the crowded rooms And you wonder why I can't survive without this