This brush in my hand is just stuck in one place Over and over I paint the same shapes Dreams from last night bleeding into today Just out of reach so they keep me awake Losing sleep as I seek Who it is that I want to be Leave behind everything That holds meaning to me And what I thought was right never was Painting pictures with lies on my brush Remembering how so much different now But somehow I've lost it, colors don't seem to fit The tones in my pallet don't inspire Instead I'll just light this whole canvas on fire Losing sleep as I seek Who it is that I want to be Leave behind everything That holds meaning to me And what I thought was right never was I care that you don't care Unfulfilled in my loneliness Each day filled with despair How can I go on like this Indifference everywhere So tired of all of this Still here because I swear To you that I'll never quit Losing sleep as I seek Who it is that I want to be Leave behind everything That holds meaning to me Leave behind everything That holds meaning Leave behind everything