Today I, I found myself in pain, but I want it, and I wanted it to stay Today I, I feel like i'm insane, but I want it, and I wanted it to stay Feels like the first time, won't be the last Dirt on my back, dirt in my veins, dirt in my soul, and now i'm walking away Today I, I smile at the rain, cause I want it, and I wanted it to stay Today I, I take my prize of shame, but I want it, and I wanted it to stay Feels like the first time, won't be the last Dirt on my back, dirt in my veins, dirt in my soul, and now i'm walking away Dirt on my back, dirt in my face, dirt on my bones, and now i'm walking away