I'm sad Sad and I don't know why I'm mad Mad that I won't try It's easy to give up on nothing Harder to fight for something I can't even see or understand I'm glad Glad I made my own choices But it's sad Sad that I still hear your voices Slowing my heartbeat to nothing But I'm trying to live for something Making me second guess myself I'm sad I'm sad Just know that I'm really trying Just know that I'm really trying Just know that I'm really trying Just know that I'm really trying Just know that I'm really trying Just know that I'm really trying