I'm too torn to talk about it I wish that I could forget it After all, a friend once said It's only real if you acknowledge it I can't keep telling everyone I'm just overwhelmed right now And while that's true there's so much they don't know about If I'm being honest I'm not myself And if I'm being honest I'd rather not be found At least when I stay hidden I always know why I'm alone Others aren't so kind to leave a note I'm struggling every single day I don't know how to be human I hate myself and what's even worse is I can't tell you how I'm doing I know I'm seeing through a filter But my heart keeps growing bitter Why point out my pain if you won't help me in the first place? If I'm being honest I'm not myself And if I'm being honest I'd rather not be found At least when I stay hidden I always know why I'm alone Others aren't so kind to leave a note Please just let me be honest when I want to be Please just let me be in pain in peace Please, I'm not sure myself I'll ever be okay So please just keep looking the other way If I'm being honest I'm not myself If I'm being honest I'd rather not be found At least when I stay hidden I always know why I'm alone Others aren't so kind to leave a note Please