I wonder if you'd stay If you knew the things I've kept away I wonder what you'd do Would you charge me with your hate You never really knew Just how terribly I needed you You were nowhere to be found I was falling fast into the ground Have I lost, have I lost you I hurt myself that night There was no one there to end the fight Remember what I did He was no one really Just a kid Have I lost, have I lost you I drank for you and me Much too much, but not enough, you see I thought that it's ok Dying slowly just today Have I lost, have I lost you