Man it's been a rough one Miserable marathon More than a month inside this head This sober grandpa Considered hard drugs Googling pills to take for dread So when you start to decend Oh don't you try to defend If you just give up instead You'll be ok in the end Maybe I'm a member of the world again Maybe I remember what it's worth to live Maybe I'm back from my Vacay down in hell And maybe when it all unfurls again And the deadly black darkness descends Maybe I'll be a bit nicer to myself Might help might help You know all those moments you feel like you're holding A violent mob inside your lungs the whole of humanity And all its insanity is making you want to buy a gun Well for now it's all over the conflict is off And somehow the old screaming demons are gone I'll jump in my jammies and lay down my head Pretend that they won't come again Maybe I'm a member of the world again Maybe I remember what it's worth to live Maybe I'm back from my Vacay down in hell And maybe when it all unfurls again And the deadly black darkness descends Maybe I'll be a bit nicer to myself Might help might help Man it's been a rough one Miserable marathon More than a month inside this head This sober grandpa Considered hard drugs I thought I'd feel this till the end Well for now it's all over the conflict is off And somehow the old screaming demons are gone I'll jump in my jammies and lay down my head But get ready get ready they're coming to get me again