What if I have a terrible dream What if I never fall asleep What if my head gets really mean Every fuck up on repeat Counting sins instead of sheep What if I just keep buying stuff What if the tides keep rising up What if the world's finally had enough What if all the news is right What if it's the end this time What if I get lonely as hell What if it's weird if I talk to myself What if reality starts to melt What I scream for sweet relief What if I fucking cray crazy What if end up bitter and poor What if I always wish I had more What if I'm shot walking out my door What if I'm constantly at war With what I'm even doing this for Can't get out of this bed But I can't close my eyes Living inside of this head it ain't a real life What if sometimes I wanna make the call What if my brain's become a free for all What if I wanna splatter it on the walls Jesus Christ well don't you think I might just be the drama king ya And what if happiness is a myth And what if I don't even exist But what if just maybe this is it Think of all the life I'll miss Sittin' around playing what if