I been losing all this love But I been steering away from the drugs Girl I miss you so damn much I don't know how I feel I been losing all this love Wish I could pop a pill But I been steering away from the drugs Missing the old me Girl I miss you so damn much Missing the old me I Wish that I could come give you a hug Girl you deserve way more if you dealing with half ass love that ain't enough Get on your feet again and make them regret treating you nun I got my own style can't believe I let them knock me down Looked in the mirror and told myself Shayla I ain't gon let you down Dealing with all this depression Been teaching me lessons on how to stand back up I let him knock me down over and over again I've had enough Another lil boy on the way I got 2 sons the reason that I grind You did me dirty I'll never forget it and nothing you say gon change my mind You seen me down at my lowest but what goes around gon always come back round I can't believe I cried all those tears but I wiped em off and fixed my crown Girl you a queen you know what I mean You ain't never needed love They know your name and you know the game and You can't be falling in love with a scrub I don't know how I feel I been losing all this love Wish I could pop a pill But I been steering away from the drugs Missing the old me Girl I miss you so damn much Missing the old me I Wish that I could come give you a hug Girl you deserve way more if you dealing with half ass love that ain't enough Get on your feet again and make them regret treating you nun I got my own style can't believe I let them knock me down Looked in the mirror and told myself Shayla I ain't gon let you down They don't know what I been through Or what's been on my mental Sometimes I don't know what I be getting myself into One day they be on your side the next day they against you I ain't never let them get in my head and I ain't fin to Boy I play for keeps but chasing you ain't what I'm into I just keep it hunnits so I don't have to pretend to Girl follow yo heart and it's gon take you where it's posed to You asked for the realest that's exactly what I showed you I don't know how I feel I been losing all this love Wish I could pop a pill But I been steering away from the drugs Missing the old me Girl I miss you so damn much Missing the old me I Wish that I could come give you a hug Girl you deserve way more if you dealing with half ass love that ain't enough Get on your feet again and make them regret treating you nun I got my own style can't believe I let them knock me down Looked in the mirror and told myself Shayla I ain't gon let you down