How I figured
I don't know why I feel so old
Responsibility has taken its toll
And I don't know why I feel so low
My greatest enemy is my lonely soul
I try to be hard but I aint got no fight
Just spend my time ignoring the light
And if I don't die and I live thru this night
I swear that I will change and do things right
I swear that I'll change and do things right
I've burned all of my bridges along the way
All of my friends have gone away
If you see me about alone all day
It's just how I figured my time would stay
I don't know why that I am so numb
Maybe I feel like I am just dumb
Drown all my boredom in vodka and rum
Try to make sense of the tunes that I hum
Spend all my time on dreams with no hope
Counting the hours until I learn to cope
Clutching my hands to the end of the rope
Holding my breath until the gates ope'
I've burned all of my bridges along the way
All of my friends have gone away
If you see me about alone all day
It's just how I figured my time would stay