Chasing threads back to where you were born
I'm awake but I'm fraying at the edges
Pull me tight and peer through the seams
I'm terrified of what I could be
Picking at the thoughts
False perceptions of all my flaws
Stitching up my mind
Seal the cracks before I'm swallowed whole
Turpentine ease the scene
Help me wipe the slate clean
Finding comfort in empty spaces
Writing words just to fill the pages
Laid out on the ground
A semblance of a broken creation
Right before you drown
You're screaming at your peripheral vision
I'll just keep on searching
For a deeper meaning
Behind these thoughts and feelings
Entropy erase me
Static fills the mind
With synapses collapsing
And the figure in the mirror
Is a different person
Isolated in the noise
Within the imposition
Of these boundaries
All around me
Craving validation
Feel the music take me
Touch the hands that made me
I've never seen this side of me before
I'll just keep on searching
For a deeper meaning
Behind these thoughts and feelings
Entropy erase me
Static fills the mind
With synapses collapsing
And the figure in the mirror
Is a different person
Isolated in the noise
Within the imposition
Of these boundaries
All around me
Craving validation
Feel the music take me
Touch the hands that made me
This must be my good side after all