Why do I keep on ending up right where I started I should know better than to make the same mistakes I'm holding on to my last ounce of motivation I'm giving in before I lose all of my strength But oh god you're looking so appealing in the limelight You shine so bright that I'm a shadow in your name But no one seems to live up to your expectations No one who satisfies and takes away the pain I don't know if things will be the same We both have grown but nothing seems to change Lately I don't show the things that I should say And only time will tell if you forget my name Don't look at me like I'm the one with all the answers I've been all ears cause I don't know what I should say My friends keep telling me that my whole life's been backwards Can't make a move to comfortable to act my age But I'm so shy, for the first time I never thought I'd see the day that you might make me change my mind I'm seeing you for the first time I never felt so hypnotized Look me in the eye you'll see I'm not such a bad guy I want to know if things will be the same We both have grown but nothing seems to change Lately I don't show the things that I should say And only time will tell if you forget my name I know no matter what I won't forget your name