Turn over every stone I'm finding nothing in return Oh what a beautiful mess I've grown Oh what a barren life I've known I'm sinking I'm sinking down I'm stranded, standing on this earth. I'll salvage everything I'm worth I've lost it. I've been wasting time. God damn, I just hate to be alive At least for tonight You said you'd be there for the outcome I am shallow. Almost transparent Where were you when everything I could see was so barren and incomplete You've told me once, don't tell me twice Just tell me, where were you then Don't look me up, don't look around Just tell me, where have you been What a life I've loathed