I cant be happy the same way that all the people around me are I physically cannot keep at bay the dark thoughts that my mind sparks I've lost all sense of beauty in my life I find it hard to stay strong And with my spirit always faultering I dont think that i will ever belong Something always seems to burden me, a pinch of solitude or more It feels like everyone just wants me gone, it feels like i'm destined to be forlorn And it's true I hate the skin i've grown into and I feel weak for needing help I'm sick of wishing that I wasn't myself, I'm sick of wishing I was somebody else