I feel tortured I feel worn down Through these dark days By every breath I take by every footstep I'm losing sight these night grow longer and longer As shame fills my lungs And I feel so close I think I'll dive right in I don't feel close to home I'm about too Dive right in, dive right in To everything you said you'd never come back After all these years You still will disappoint me I clench my fucking teeth when you call my name Oh, you can't destroy me I'm everything you couldn't fucking be I've never felt so empty and alone With you standing by my side As my shadow grows larger my guts begin to rot I'm becoming nothing And I feel so close I think I'll dive right in I don't feel close to home I'm about too Dive right in, dive right in