Between the cigarettes and the coffee breaks I've learned to reject everything I know And I don't like growing older And now honesty is just this thing Too many of us have too little of And I don't like growing older So I, I put my shades on and smile through the loss. We have to let it go, into the ocean Let the waves beat down the emotion Like we used to share when we were young, when we were young I will not let it go, this childish notion That we can celebration our purest moments I will push it down until I'm numb, until I'm numb Between the colleges and the 9-5 I've learned to shut away my adventurous side And I don't like growing older And now my favorites things are those distance dreams Too many of us have to little of And I don't like growing older So I, I put on my shades and smile through the loss. We have to let it go, into the ocean Let the waves beat down the emotion Like we used to share when we were young, when we were young I will not let it go, this childish notion That we can celebration our purest moments I will push it down until I'm numb, until I'm numb And it gets me to thinking. There's no light in the woods, just the moon and the stars There's a fire in my soul, but my heart is at war I'm open and beaten, but at least I'm honest I've fucked and I've fought and I've sorted my losses Dreamed I could love and suffered the cost I've lied and I've cheated, but haven't we all? I'm not afraid, still making plans Give me your spirit, your heart and your hand. We have to let it go, into the ocean Let the waves beat down the emotion Like we used to share when we were young, when we were young I will not let it go, this childish notion That we can celebration our purest moments I will push it down until I'm numb, until I'm numb