In the beginning I used to sit around at home Until I found I couldn't tell right from wrong And go searching for the things That would help to keep me Holding on I'd dumbly smile In the shelter of my lonely room My lips would part Disguising the saddest gloom The raw land rolls where night's lit by a tragic moon Backhand deal's what the whole world feels Sooner or later Shatters every beat of my heart Of my heart The unsighted shores Of the undone bird that blesses me From angel strands To the blatant factories Inflicting all their pains while ignoring other's Misery Backhand deal's what the whole world feels Sooner or later Shatters every beat of my heart Of my heart