My happiness is dripping From wrinkles just beginning Terrified of the future Self conscious in this cycle And when I think of time past And wasting body tightness I cry for all the babies Their beauty quickly fading I just wanna go How can I be myself when you put me on a shelf? All of your happy endings Control my rampant spending I need some medication Something to make me feel thin Despite the local growing Sensation of the knowing It's only getting hotter I'll always be the monster I just wanna go How can I be myself when you put me on a shelf? All I wanna know Is this future power play? Disco in a secret way? Botox, diet, don't be lonely Lip injections, you're the only Honest liar, listen closely Life is more than social posting, yeah I just wanna go How can I be myself when you put me on a shelf? All I wanna know Is this future power play? Disco in a secret way? I just wanna go How can I be myself when you put me on a shelf? All I wanna know Is this future power play? Disco in a secret way?