The beach on rainy day My cigarettes are gone but i wont complaint There's ash on my skirt there's mud on my shoes I'm wet as a kite and it'scold as ice It's 7 am sun stands quite high My car next to me but it seems that That i slept on the ground just under the rain The bottle is over and and a headace is near I wonder why i'm still living this shit It's already a decade that iwake up like this But then i think to me We all were kids nothing plainer than that And used to treat time as a matter of fact It was cool to be dumb and dumb to be cool And i wrote a million pages in a year or two But look at us now we got no more love We all eve been stucked we all are sad A whole life in a year or in a day when you die It's just time, a damned matter of time I wonder why i never grew up And or if i did i still have to check out But then i think to me Maybe i was scared just underprepared And now i pay price that i already paid My time has come to become a man