I don't trust nobody 'cause I don't trust myself
L lose control over my actions, controlled by fearing
That love is the weaker feeling when your hands and knees are tied
And you're not healing
Why am I not healing?
I've built walls i can not break
Walls made of despair
I've said words I can't retake
Words that lead nowhere
They drive me mad at night
Thoughts of the worst kind
The voices that i can not fight
Keep poisoning my mind
I'm not the human that I once used to see, this virus sparked the worst in me
Possessed by the feeling that self-destruction's the only thing keeping you company When your not healing
Why am I not healing?