When I look back, I see that the things that had effect on me
Were the things I never doubted.
My past is like a labyrinth, and I'm still trapped within.
So many failed to help me – I failed – to find my way out.
It was some time ago, little did I know,
That all I felt would lead to where I am now.
I thought I'm over it, I thought I could commit
I guess I underestimated that power.
It's not what you wanted, not what you expected,
Shouldn't dare to ask you to hold me down, hold me down.
Don't know how to say it, don't know how to pay for it
I can't stay if you don't hold me down, hold me down
When I look back, I see what had effect on me
Was everything I never put into doubt.
My past's a labyrinth, and I'm still trapped within.
So many failed to help me find my way out.
You didn't know what's trapped inside
And what my mind just tried to hide.
It's not what you wanted, not what you expected,
Shouldn't dare to ask you to hold me down, hold me down.
Don't know how to say it, don't know how to pay for it
I can't stay if you don't hold me down, hold me down
It's not what you wanted, not what you expected,
Shouldn't dare to ask you to hold me down, hold me down.
Don't know how to say it, don't know how to pay for it
I can't stay if you don't hold me down, hold me down
I need you; I need you to hold me down, hold me down.
I need you; I need you to hold me down, hold me down.
I need you; I need you to hold me down, hold me down.