I can't think about it
I gotta keep my heart quiet
If I ignore my feelings maybe they'll be gone
I will tell myself that
Loving you was just a choice
Then I will chose not to
Love you anymore
And I don't know
If it was love
But I know you were supposed to bring me pain
And when you're gone
I'll carry on
Cause you were always supposed to bring me pain
Pain and relief
Pain and relief
Pain and relief
Pain and relief
And this thought keeps on coming back
You came here the wrong time
I was not expecting double loss
But you made me realise
That I have to get my shit together
I could not admit it to your face
And I don't know
If it was love
But I know you were supposed to bring me pain
And when you're gone
I'll carry on
Cause you were always supposed to bring me pain
Pain and relief
Pain and relief
Pain and relief
Pain and relief