I'm feeling low so I will go
A little party killed no one
It was a job of my ex boy
To make me feel beautiful
But I don't have him anymore
I have to do it on my own
I'm gonna have a little show
I'm gonna put some nice clothes on
And I'll dance
And I'll laugh
I'll make the whole room
Sick of my charm
I'll be gentle
I'll be pretty
Till it hits me
Hits me
Cause in my outside life
I'm having fun but in my inside life
I'm all alone
And you don't get what I
I'm tryin' to say
But in my inside life
It's all so clear
I'll kiss a stranger in the dark
Because I'm lonely it causes no harm
I'll wake up somewhere far from home
It doest matter I am young
Act like I don't care
Act like I'm cold
Then I cry that they don't love me
That they just wanna
They just wanna
But I'm good
I'm fine
I'll put some extra make up
To hide that I cried
And I'll pretend
Cause I've learned
To do this so well
So well
In my outside life
I'm having fun but in my inside life
I'm all alone
And you don't get what I
I'm tryin' to say
But in my inside life
It's all so clear
In my outside life
I'm having fun but in my inside life
I'm all alone
And you don't get what I
I'm tryin' to say
But in my inside life
It's all so clear