I got tired of waiting Tried to make the small things matter But everybody leaves When they say they're there for me There's no one really there It's always been just me Stuck inside these corners Writing melodies And I think I'm ready for my next life Is there somewhere better I can spend my time Not in a sad way, I'll be fine It's not a bad thing, life's unfair sometimes I got tired of losing He says I feel too much emotion If I chose to sleep forever Would you even notice? I'm not a perfect person And I never claimed to be But don't you see I'm trying? I've always been so weak And I think I'm ready for my next life Is there somewhere better I can spend my time Not in a sad way, I'll be fine It's not a bad thing, life's unfair sometimes How was I supposed to know? No one ever stays too long Not even the grownups They get sick and go I know it's all my fault I should've picked up when you called Instead I shrugged you off Car rides full of small talk