Fear!
Fear that lives in my heart for the rest of my life, emptiness of all that is, illusion of being alive,
I have seen the fires of hell, felt them under my skin.
Hollow is the truth in this lie we're living in.
The horror, the nothing, the sights erasing my soul, judgement, the truth through this eye I cannot close.
Fear...
It all starts up with a pressure on my chest, the air sucked out of my lungs, physical symptoms just a rapid countdown to the small death yet to come.
A violent chasm takes me down to the depths so cold.
Here I have nothing, nothing for comfort; here I have no soul.
And I see...
It's strangling me; it kills the hope within, feeds death to my brain.
If I could, I gladly would end my life just to end this pain.
I cannot move.
My eyes laid on something I cannot escape from...
Inside this human shell, madness kicks in...
I see.
When the sights are seen and I'm just an empty shell, I try to gather my breath, knowing that I've just been in hell, living in fear the rest of my life, trying to forget what I've seen.
And the merciless eye made a part of me die, closed for now, still there somehow...
...until it opens again.
6. Left To Disintegrate
How will you feel, how will your mind adjust when you get the fact that will change it all?
Wanna be a better man?
Just leave it all to a higher hand and watch it all go down.
Your time is nigh. Your time has passed so fast, on a pointless purpose that ain't yours.
You wander on, fall through the rest of your days, all the way to your fuckin' grave...
Now beginning the struggle to be swallowed, within these flames you've woken, will broken.
You're swallowed, swallowed...
You don't want to burn down and still you embrace these flames.
THAT'S YOUR DISGRACE!
That's, your, disgrace!
LEFT TO DISINTEGRATE!
We don't want to burn down, and still we embrace these flames.
THAT'S OUR DISGRACE!
Changing beliefs but still everything stays the same.
We're left to, left to,
DISINTEGRATE!
You don't want to burn down, and still you embrace these flames.
THAT'S YOUR DISGRACE!
Changing beliefs but still everything stays the same.
You're left to, left to, DISINTEGRATE!
And you should know about the need that lies way underneath; it's crooked and wrong and shows you're weak, but you don't believe that.
All that you have, having it won't save your ass from the useless days that have passed.
No higher purpose for some shared good cause, no salvation at the end of the story you have willingly bought.
Still you keep on resisting to be swallowed, but within these flames you've woken, will broken, you're swallowed, swallowed...