My God, I think I did it again Let my guard down, now look where I am I feel it coming, it's just a matter of time Counting backwards still I'm cought for my crime I keep getting so much, yet I have nothing to give And I know it ain't right but I'm still learning to live This thing as it is, it's holding me back This past that I have, pulling me off the track I'm getting tired of being me all the time Would you take over just for a while Somebody please, just for a while Just for a while... Losing myself between the black keys and the whites Choosing myself instead of balancing wrongs and rights I see no future in what's becoming of it No future in any of it Asking permission, making excuses Still confused of what my deal with you is It took a while but now I can see It ain't fair to you and it's not working for me Losing myself between the black keys and the whites Choosing myself instead of balancing wrongs and rights I see no future in what's becoming of it No future in any of it Losing myself between the black keys and the whites Choosing myself instead of balancing wrongs and rights I see no future in what's becoming of it No future in any of it